今天是9月9日, 双9的日子, 我个人觉得是陈9的日子, 所以我要些东西. 祝愿9哥过得幸福美满. 

 

 

 

Symbol of Golden Age, Wordless overshadows "let's see"... 

 

 

 

 

 

 

You were my everything---Aviation

[Talking]
This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don't really expect you to either
It's just... I don't even know
Just listen…

You're the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn't me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You're number one, always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart

[Chorus]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you 'cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I'm insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

[Chorus]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you 'cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking]
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you'll always be in my heart
You'll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can't take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying

[Chorus]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you 'cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking]
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

  

 

每天, 我们在做些什么, 想些什么, 要什么, 不要什么?

没错, 我们都在计算着日子, 一分一秒在于在乎或不在乎之间计算着...

 

行过好多的路, 那是因为知道还有很多的路要去经历. (路漫漫兮, 其修远)

 

我们喜欢回忆, 不是因为害怕明天, 而是希望追寻属于自己的快乐.

MT的团队, MT的精神, MT的... 在不知不觉间, MT似乎成为左我地口头阐~

(是害怕大家会忘记这个词组, 还是已经开始淡忘她的意义, 甚至已经感觉不现实?)

 

=> 以前, 我们喜欢一放假就到海边去, 看看海, 听听海风, 裸裸泳...

     不为什么, 只是在一起就开心, 快乐...

=> 从前, 我们喜欢去跳水, 看看别人跳水, 满足以下自己的欲望...

     没有原因, 只是看到每次都有人摔到肚红脸黑...

=> 过去, 我们喜欢去香港度假, 到处乱窜, 在星光大道上响起自己洪亮的国语...

     那么简单, 我们自得其乐, 看看港人的生活...

 

我们希望透过Repeat去重拾久违的快乐感觉, 偏偏感觉是这么近, 那么远的...

人变得独立了?　活得偾世了? 还是喜好不同了?

记住: 方式只是一种渠道去达到我们要的目的. repeat是方式, 快乐感觉是目的.

        目的是方向, 方式是过程; 目的是精神, 方式是物质.

 

请不要不负责任!!!

"能够提出问题然后置之不理的年代"已经悄然离我们而去了... 要take it, then solve it...

 

在数着日子的朋友, 我推荐你去睇"童梦奇缘"~

对MT开始模糊的你, 我推荐你去睇"BABEL通天塔"~

迷糊目的与方式之间的你, 我推荐一本书--"The World is Flat"~

 

请不要眼望望, 想系呢度稳到问题既解决方案...(不要再冀望假手于人)

因为, 方案一直以来都在你的手中和脚下, 从来都没有在眼前/嘴边/白日梦里面出现过...

 

Here's a story abt a grass, wind, spider and flower:

a spider loves a flower she wished to have it...
she asked god to turn her into human in her next life
god agrees...
(da next life)
spider was born in a rich family,
she fall in love with a rich man which was da flower...
but da guy never cherish her even she was seriously ill...
this moment..there is serve taking care of the gal who was da spider really well,
and her family likes da serve as well better than da rich guy,
finally da gal married to da serve...
rather than da rich man...
Then she led a happy life

and da god tells the gal...yea...u spent 100 years in looking at da flower...

however, u dont know..there is a grass spent 500 years looking at u
(The Wind saw all of the story)

da story tells us to cherish what we have...

sometimes dont need to look at those not belongs to us
MT wants to share da idea that to keep a gal as long as u can if u really see this is a relationship
sometimes to keep it..even u no longer love her..u will get use to it
thats the only way out for us

MT members have thought about this problem for long
coz we r doing the same thing
we nver treat relationship as responsibility
we follow our own mood...go when love and dump when bored
is not gonna work out for our age

 

"Sure... i will, i really know she's the One and Unique..."
And u will see...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

今天,是美国的日子. 美国佬都放假了,那是因为:7月4日.

今天,是MT的日子. 大佬要担起了, 那是因为:今天是7月4日.

每年都有7月4日,但每年都不一样.

回想...

230年前,美国版图还是一块一块孤孤零零.

24年前, 大佬还只不过是大笨象外露的爬行动物.

今天, 我还在冥想美国与大佬之间的恩恩怨怨~

 

美国, America,简称U.S.

总所周知, 美国最出名的不仅其宏观的经济与政治.

还有, 他们的大片,从Charlie Chaplin到Tom Cruise...

America Movie, 我们简称AM,或者A片~

从Tom Cruise再到Maria... A片步入峰顶期.

对于MaRIA, 大佬评价很高:Angel face & Devil body~

所以, 7月4日系美国同MT既日子, 系Maria同大佬既日子...

 

希望大佬开心,畅快, 称心满意~~~ 

 

活在当下, 我们彷徨,我们迷茫,我们不知所措,甚至我们迷失...

因为7月4日, 我们拥有了大佬, 我们拥有了领航者...

他教我们严谨, 推动我们多丛思考, 带领我们担起~

一切皆可能,一切皆有风险!

 

大佬, 我们爱你, 正如神爱世人一样...

Randal, HaPPy BirtHday!!!

 

光阴匆匆, 不要忧重重;

莫近功, 此乃真精通~

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Stood on the crowded street... Wondering~

Hope you could stay with me even for a while more,

TO tell you how much i love you...

 

心已被掏空,那是因为装满了思念~

我亲爱弟弟之一,Mark

一位生于八十年代初的多毛体,请别灰心~莫气馁~

由相体失败步向扎车违章被查牌罚款扣分,

从跌银包再到将我部I-RIVER 20G MP3整烂~

继承左逢赌必输既厄运后,仲系机荷高速上被追尾~~

这一切都系由2006年开始...

 

你开始怀疑,猜疑,茫然,这个2006年究竟搞乜春?

弟弟, 哥哥现在告诉你: 一切都系合理噶~

 

Analysis:

但,你哥哥,我,生于1982, 2006年系本命年,理应被厄运围绕~

如今,作为弟弟,你为哥哥,承受了这一切~~ 好应该,而且合情合理~

 

哥哥将向全世界高呼:

MARK,我的弟弟,2006这一年你很伟大~

 

 

5：50a.m. 起身感觉自己系梦里面，刷个牙吾记得洗面，原来天仲未光......

 

8：00a.m. 系茶楼等外婆，母亲，姨妈姑姐＋细佬妹，到9:00p.m.。边个话男人唔等德？唔可以霸位饮茶？

 

11:30a.m. 系屋企好有彭湃，按捺不住地...

                  发左几封mail出去.....等左半日都毛反应，原来得昂居既先会系Sunday工作....

 

4:00p.m. 深圳小路神于布心太白路段好唔合理甘迷左路，系半径小于1000M既范围内彷徨约半小时，不过毛灰心～ 决心将“深圳各路段路牌增设＋放大计划”呈上市政府，望被纳入深圳地5个五年计划，造福市民～ 现阶段：档风玻璃改用放大镜材料呢个新概念有得做......

 

6:00p.m. 天意弄人，以扎车谨慎＋小心著称于华南地区既车手唔小心甘HI花左JU149于车底一个容易被人遗忘的角落.....(会过去的)

               申明：本人车技良好，意外次数绝对可以用手指算清～ 至今未曾违章过，记分卡清白，未曾有过伤亡记录

 

7:00p.m. 于细妹屋企品尝细妹为我精心炮制左成日既晚餐～

                大概餐单如下：1. 姜炒菜心（唔洗落油）

                                            2. 红萝卜肉粒炒西芹（颜色好鲜艳）

                                            3. 个性客家让豆腐（同豆腐花类似）

                                            ...

                                            外加一碗盘甘大既饭

                                            结果：食晒～

 

9：30p.m. 东门某露天停车场内，一步到位将部车笔直地停好，唔小心习惯性地向右边车门望左一眼，屏住左呼吸。隔离部车开左少少窗，个老哥伸左只左脚出来抖气~

 

11：30p.m. 上网，遇到刘青云表哥，当时距自称饮紧banana+milk既milkshake～

 

12：20a.m. 哼着Andy Lau既《一个人睡》 “完全像已一个人睡..."

 

THE END

转载: "无欲则刚

太多的欲望，让人生活在自己的欲望里面，那是幸福的 太多的欲望了，要是生活在满足自己的欲望里面，那是辛苦的   我想登山，我想攀岩，我想远行，做一个社会上的非卖品 我想事业，我想赚钱，我想组建幸福和谐的家庭，做一个社会上的精品 我想做自己想做的，任自己的性子去做，做一个社会上的展示品 但，现在的我只是柜台上简简单单的日用品。   但我还是幸福的，蠢蠢欲动的，慢慢接近的 我可以听偶像的故事和欣赏他用心拍的照片 我可以去计划自己的非凡，去计划自己的故事 同样，我在妥协和抗挣中过活和挣扎   那个叫丁丁的为什么会走进我的生活，打乱了原本我生活的套路，让我变的激进和勇敢，甚至放肆 接触了原本没有认识的欲望，听了好多原本不可能听到的故事，体会原本不属于我的回忆   我开始计划为自己活着了 我会回到爸妈身边，哪怕没有别墅没有私家车 我会去登山，哪怕破产再重来 我会陪我心爱的人出去走走，哪怕人人都说我傻说我不务正业   也请给我两年时间去荒废去享受生活去体会年轻   还能做的并不多了，想做的就更不多了   无欲则刚，我做不到，所以我只能选择幸福或者辛苦 我宁愿幸福的辛苦，也不愿辛苦的去享受幸福。"                                                      ----来自平平师兄SPACE http://spaces.msn.com/touchingfeeling/PersonalSpace.aspx?owner=1

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Below is a screaming and horrible fiction.

My audiences, please accompany with your parents when reading it.

 

Everything began at the very moment of Yellow Hero's landing at HK International Airport.

 

Exactly, Yellow Hero hasn't got a specific name or title.

He is the unique chameleon with two legs only!

 

Easy-money earner:

Nobady can imagine that one can take a taxi through the border between HK and Shenzhen, then get back his home in Shenzhen happily without any HKD nor RMB in the pocket. Well, Yellow Hero, the easy-money earner did it. Even earned 20RMB and 3HKD when he arrived at home.

Marvellous! 

 

Scheme designer:

He always asks you for suggestion before a date with gals, but he definitely will dress up a yellow shirt without any exception. Yellow is his favorite color!He likes arrange entertainment for us. As remember, it occurred on the 5th day of 2006 Spring Festival. He, the scheme designer, informed us that he had arranged a seamless schedule to have fun that day, details as below: 1. Exciting one-day-trip to a exciting city around Shenzhen 2. Luxury dinner  3. 5 star massage ... etc

But, at the very moment we started our schedule, we noted that he only had 150RMB in the wallet.

Miraculous!

 

Banana fucker:

He loves banana which has yellow skin. His motto: "Life just likes a box of Banana, you never know when you are gonna fuck!". Make sense! For average humanbeings, we all think of the skin of Banana as rubbish, but for Banana fucker, He, who can take efficient advantage of it, treats Banana skin as fortune.

Unbelievable! 

 

......

 

Yellow Hero never stops his improving, enhancing and upgrading! 

 

Changing is the everlasting subject to this world.

Yellow is the forever favorite to his life. He only changes his name or title.

 

                                                                                                                                                   To be continued...

 

 

Plus, today is my last day in Shanghai for biz trip, and I will be back to Shenzhen tomorrow. So excited!

Making resolutions to welcome the New Year isn’t really my cup of tea. If I wanted to change anything about myself and how I run my life, I wouldn’t wait for New Year. I’d do it immediately. But then again, I kinda need a kick in the butt NOW. So, this year, 2006, I am going to do this with everyone else.

 

What I want to do or change…

Be a better Man

Stop taking Joy for granted

Take CPA self-Studying

Make concrete plans for our move to the MT Dreams 

Do my share of all household chores

Pay more time with family

Be patient and diligent to the last job in my life

Apply lotion every single day